Feelings

You used to love me and sincerely bounded.

You used to care about me, and were never far away.

But today the good times we had seem to be fading away.

Why you want to leave me today?

I’ve tried my hardest to stop you. I want you to understand how I’m feeling.

With my two tired and weak hands I’m trying to keep you here.

My heart is destroyed, I’m begging you.

Kill me, but don’t just walk away from me.

Without you it’s like my heart has died.

I’m pleading with you to listen to me just this once.

Maybe you’ve got 100 reasons why you want to go.

But I’ve only got one reason to make you stay.

Listen to my heart, and you’ll know.

That one reason is that I love you.

The reason that I am alive is because I love you.

-Written in late 2005 - Published on 11-11-2007 -

I know that you wanted someone very much.

My love probably isn’t profoundly impressed in your heart at the moment, maybe at all

Knew then that today how I should place myself, to keep myself a distance from you, not to let you be annoyed.

Knew that all things I have done; The more I think, repeatedly, the more I do, they never seem enough for you to believe or accept

Because of love I had to tolerate letting you in your own way and not hurting you.

I can but only be at a distance, to care about you.

I can but only be at a distance, letting my heart loves you.

I can but only dream, I can but only craze, to be with you,

My love probably isn’t more important than others.

Being just the status of a friend, no more than that.

The thing I had to do is to accept.

I don’t have the rights to be jealous; I’m not your owner.

For there to be a day that you’ll love me a little.