Feelings

Love is….miracle

Love is….wind

Love is….barrier

Love is….flower

Love is….fire

Love is….shadow

Love is….baby

Love is….breath

Love is….tiny

Love is….you

I can clearly felt emptiness inside my heart.

Seems like the clear sky without any white clouds as companions.

Suddenly myself has found some truths,

that minute my life has swiftly changed.

I’ve been felt for long time that I have everything.

Till you touched me with love by your heart.

It made me realize that I didn’t possess everything.

And made me relize that something was missing.

You are the missing part, the missing life,

and I knew that I couldn’t find it in anyone else.

other half of my life that was missing, my life will be meaningful from now on.

You’ve fulfiled my life.

Although I have past many great beautiful and sorrow days.

They are not significantly meaningful as today & now.

And today I’m ready to lose anything,

just to have a chance to love you like this forever.

Like a man said in his song,

nothing is wrong when love is right.

You used to love me and sincerely bounded.

You used to care about me, and were never far away.

But today the good times we had seem to be fading away.

Why you want to leave me today?

I’ve tried my hardest to stop you. I want you to understand how I’m feeling.

With my two tired and weak hands I’m trying to keep you here.

My heart is destroyed, I’m begging you.

Kill me, but don’t just walk away from me.

Without you it’s like my heart has died.

I’m pleading with you to listen to me just this once.

Maybe you’ve got 100 reasons why you want to go.

But I’ve only got one reason to make you stay.

Listen to my heart, and you’ll know.

That one reason is that I love you.

The reason that I am alive is because I love you.

-Written in late 2005 - Published on 11-11-2007 -

I know that you wanted someone very much.

My love probably isn’t profoundly impressed in your heart at the moment, maybe at all

Knew then that today how I should place myself, to keep myself a distance from you, not to let you be annoyed.

Knew that all things I have done; The more I think, repeatedly, the more I do, they never seem enough for you to believe or accept

Because of love I had to tolerate letting you in your own way and not hurting you.

I can but only be at a distance, to care about you.

I can but only be at a distance, letting my heart loves you.

I can but only dream, I can but only craze, to be with you,

My love probably isn’t more important than others.

Being just the status of a friend, no more than that.

The thing I had to do is to accept.

I don’t have the rights to be jealous; I’m not your owner.

For there to be a day that you’ll love me a little.

yoyo + rubik’s 3×3 cube + papertoys

I don wan to know who you had loved before..

or how much you loved them, how long you love them..

they are your personal experience and each of them, there are reason behind it…

And it is up to you if you want to remember or forget those memories..

i knew you had enough of heart broken, you dare not to remember the past, and so do i..

All i just wan to know, do u ever love me?

For both of us, would you trust in me?

i knew i am not your first love, but i wish to be your last one..

and it is not important who u had before..

Though not your first love but as the last person to love u..

May i? That’s all i ask for…

It’s already daybreak and I’m still lying in bed.

I’m staying silent in isolation because I don’t want to wake up and meet anyone.

Because I’m still disappointed that a good dream that was about to end had disappeared.

The image that I’ve dreamt was you and your love has touched my heart.

I want to savour the moment and keep it so that it won’t pass me by.

I want to keep my eyes closed and continue dreaming about you.

Because in reality, it is impossible for us to be together

I’ve never been in your eyes. No matter how long and how much time goes by.

Every night I’ve got to withstand the loneliness. I honestly don’t know why I love you this much

I can only do that much. I can only do this much. I can only dream.

I have to lie to myself and dream from day to day

It is impossible for the dream to come true.

Other people always tell us the same thing

They say that time will heal all things

We used to love each other

Up until the day that you left, you walked out of my sight

Time is just a comforting word, time is a deceiving word

It just keeps turning things around

Time never knows

The longer, the more it emphasizes what’s in my heart

The more painful everything is

And it’s still in my heart

All it can do is to comfort me, to make me know that time will make us forget all things

But from what has passed, I still haven’t forgotten..

The same image that still lingers on and haunts me

It is the image of you leaving, you walked out of my sight

I don’t see time stopping you and bringing you back

I count the days and nights that have passed

But the faster or slower time passes by, the harder it is for me to let u go

The more I do for you

The more it seems like it is all useless

Just this, I can understand that you see him as if he is the ocean

As for me, I am just the bed of sand that you walk on across

But I want you to know no matter when ever you are tired, out of energy and lost

Sunk in the middle of the ocean….

You still have my love, I will support you

I am the sand floor under the ocean

On the floor, I will look up

I’ll still wait for you like before

For a day when you are heart-broken

Because he left

You probably see me smiling, laughing all the time.

You probably think that I am leading a happy life as though I have no problems.

But who will know if I am truly happy deep inside.

The truth is, today my heart is still the same as before.

It still hurts till this day, my tears flow when I try to sleep.

I used to have you all the time, I don’t know what will I do now.

How long will this hurt last? When will I be able to come to terms with it? How long must I endure this pain?

From the day that you left, life goes on for me. Perhaps I will meet lots of people, but I still cannot forget you.

Irregardless of how many times love will come my way, I cry because of you.

It always hurt me because I still find you in my heart.

You are still in my heart, when can I forget you?

How long must I suffer like this? I do not want to end up like this till the day I die

- Written in 2005-2006 -